Selectively Juggling

Honestly, as I sit here at 5:49am (Wednesday the 23rd of April) I guess I could answer this writing prompt quite easily. I’ve a pattern of heightened creativity and productivity, However it has always been matched with, or overshadowed by a lack of self-belief, or confidence in my abilities as a creator, writer and photographer. I wish I had learned to let go of fears of failure and success. I wish I had been able to trust myself and take the risk of creative rejection. What would I do differently? I would keep plodding along, valuing myself enough to remain focused and driven. Perhaps I’d be striving to publish completed works, and working at my craft full time. I know I need to get out of my own way, and seriously give writing and photography a go, as I feel completely alive and in flow when engaged in the creative processes.